My baby and Music

As a mom to my lovely one year old daughter Ziah,  I felt like I'm planning my baby's life and think that it looks like not right at all. I should be praying for it not planning it.

This is me: I want my daughter to be like her daddy who is good with music. Hubby knows how to play guitar and he's good at it. He also sings well and I would like my baby to be like that. I want her to learn how to play guitar, play a Roland Keyboards or just any keyboard, play bass and can also do drums.

See....? I told yah... I feel like a "just do it" mom and I don't like it.

Breast Feeding

Hubby and been praying for a baby since 2009 and up to the present until I get pregnant of course. Even though I don't have baby yet but friends who has and some other older women told me things about how to produce more breast milk when the baby comes.

So even now, I have lots of ideas about it, my only problem is I don't have baby yet to feed. I remember my friends telling me they cried during their first time because it was crazy painful. I hope I could make when my time comes. :)

Milk that is good for babies.

Two of my friends are expecting, one is anytime soon in October and the other is in November. That is so .......... I don't know felling since I get married two years ahead of them and no sign for baby yet. whew!
I am in between of wanting a baby so much and not really want it now. I want it since I really would like to have a family too. I don't want it because I have loads of plans in my mind that having a baby will just ruin it all.
But when I talked to my pregos friend... it made me want too. Specially seeing them preparing for the babies coming. One of them talked to me on how to increase breast milk so that I'll do it too when I get pregnant. She is really a good friend and a good teacher too. She love to teach her friends things that she knows and would benefits us. Probably when I get pregnant and would breast feed I will just eat more soup because that's what my old people taught me.
Ooh talking about this just made me want to get pregnant!