Sad and Sudden

Almost three months ago when we were about to move to our recent house when I got into a "not good talk" with our new neighbor. I wasn't prepared for "not nice" neighbors then because our former neighbors were friendly. So it got me so annoyed that my lady neighbor to be gave me a bad impression, and so, as we moved, we automatically (though not purposely) create an enemy... and it made me real sad :(.

So bad rumors about us spread and I have a plus plus plus sadness because I'm a Christian here and supposedly trying to get friends but whenever we come out of our house their eyebrows went up. I was so annoyed to the max that it took me awhile to find courage and strength to finally accept the fact that I need to forgive and love them no matter how bruised my feelings would be.

Then came a news that the lady's mom's had stroke and finally died. I'm sad that things happen so  quickly and that I wasn't able to even make friends with her and now, she's gone, forever.  The good thing though about this situation was, I was able to visit and extend my condolences and finally say hi with a smile to the grieving family including the lady who said nasty things about me.  They told us that if only the doctors did not assume their mom health issue and if they only had medical equipment to use as first aid as they were waiting for some medical professional to help them, maybe, just maybe things would be different now.

Yet now, their mom had left them for good now and that's remain from her  was their pond memories  with her. My heart goes to the lady's son who has sickness in his very young age and it was his grand-mom who really takes care of him and now that she's gone his life would be different and gloomy.

Dark circles in the eyes

It has been more than a month that hubby and I decided to sleep down stairs in the dining area because it's cooler there at night at the sun won't show early plus we can watch tv to our hearts desire. But our problem now is since it's rainy season already cockroaches are on board and visits us quite often. I hate cockroaches, so we are now back to our room and our soft bed.

I do wish that in spite of late night sleeps habit that I have I won't get any dark circles in my eyes or else I'll look like hubby has been beating me all night. Not that I'm afraid I can't get rid of it because there's dark circles treatment that you can get anywhere. It's just I don't like eye dark circles, anyway, who actually does like it.

Calcium Supplements

Hubby bought a low fat milk for me and I've been drinking it one glass a day. Actually I drink at night before bed because it helps me get a good night sleep. I thought that milk is the only good source of calcium until I find this best calcium supplements that helps specially when you have joint pains.

I don't suffer joints pain yet, but its really good to know that there are supplements we can get to help us when pains occurs.

Drug Rehab

Hubby and I went to visit my in-laws the other night. The mother was there and had told us a lot of stories about hubby's uncles and aunts. As she was telling me all these things that happens with their life before made me feel nervous a little. She told us about the things their drug addict uncle did to them when hubby was still a little boy, and how the uncle tried to kill them with a knife. Goodness, I am very much thankful that hubby is still alive till these days and is my beloved after all those family testing times.

I just wonder why they didn't brought their uncle to a drug rehabilitation center for a treatment because with that everything would be fine and it will be a huge help to the addict person. Sending a person to a drug rehab cost a lot of money though, but what we will choose the money or wellness of the person?  Some parents would give their all just to make the life of their kids back to normal and out of drugs, even if it means "all money gone".

Acne Probs

I was told that most people who has oily face usually gets pimples or worst.. they gets nasty acne. No one likes acne at all and everyone loves to have smooth glowing face. I would probably spend a lot of money just to erase acne and its mark on my face if I have one, thanks goodness I don't have those or else I'll be more insecure with myself and might not mingle with people.

Having acne this  time is not that hard because of good and effective acne products that is being produce today, unlike during those times before that those products  were few and very expensive. I remember friends tellings friends who struggles with such things to rest, eat loads of fruits and drinks loads of water.

Sweet Potato Diet

I just ate my lunch with all of my teammates, several of them brought some food and it was very good. One of them brought some cooked sweet potato which made me very thankful because I eat sweet potato in replacement of rice because I am trying to abstain from eating rice.

I am doing this in preparation for my friends wedding that is happening soon.  I really do hope that this will help slim me down so that I won't be tempted to take diet supplements though taking this means sure slim. The reason why I am not into taking diet pills because hubby and I are in the process of making a family.

Heard of little Cigar?

Well I don't hear anything about it too and in fact this is my very first time. I don't really smoke or I don't sit besides someone smoking, I never learn to smoke in my life and would never be. But most of my keens does.  It says that "all things a permissible but not all things are beneficial" and it's the same thing with smoking.  If people smoke out of relaxing themselves I don't see it bad but when they abuse themselves through smoking, well this is the time that they are dangering themselves.

Just wondering though if you have heard about swisher sweets little cigars or probably you did. I am just kind of smiling to know that there's such as cigar as this.

Feeling weak Today

I feel weak today because I haven't eaten proper food since yesterday, all I ate was veges and fruits. I am not that very weak though I just felt like sleeping but I can't since I need to do things. What added to my weakness is I am sad because our laptop is broken, the screen is not showing, though I can tell that aside from it the others parts are still functioning well. I would be very sad if it won't be fixed today because I have loads of things to do and it's hard using others computer... because it's just simple not yours. :(

I felt like I think I need to take vitamins today to boost my energy because I feel nauseous as well or I might just go home early and take rest.

Breast Feeding

Hubby and been praying for a baby since 2009 and up to the present until I get pregnant of course. Even though I don't have baby yet but friends who has and some other older women told me things about how to produce more breast milk when the baby comes.

So even now, I have lots of ideas about it, my only problem is I don't have baby yet to feed. I remember my friends telling me they cried during their first time because it was crazy painful. I hope I could make when my time comes. :)

I'm on a diet

It's almost a week that I'm on my vegetables and fruit diet, but sometimes I treat myself with chicken and fish. I don't like to starve myself from food (specially that I only eat vegetables and fruits now) but what can I do if we run out of gas (the one you use for cooking). So I only eat crackers and oranges. I feel lighter though but not that really light. There are other food supplement though like hoodia supplement that could help us with our diet.

I don't enjoy doing this much though but I need to do this for a very special purpose. It's special because it's for my friend's wedding. I pray that I would be able to finish this and would get my ideal weight.

Colon Cleanser

Friends have told me about a lot of ways to get slimmer. There are those who told me that the best way to lose weight is through exercise which I think is good too, but exercise without proper diet is no good as well. So.. in my opinion a balance of everything is the best way. 

On the other hand, I have heard that there is other effective way to get a slimmer body is through a clean colon because it is where the waste of the body is being stocked. There is actually an easy colon cleanser,  but we need to be careful though in what we take because it's hard to take the bad effect of what we do. The best way is to consult a doctor still.

Hubby needs no diet

I trimmed my diet this past week and hoping to continue till the next few weeks (God help me), I am trying to eat just veges and fruit accompanied with a sweet potato. It's was't easy for me specially that I still need to cook good food for hubby because he doesn't need a diet because no matter how much he ates he still remain skinny, a thing that bugled me so much.

Unlike other male friends of mine who really needs best diet pills for men because their health is telling them to do so.  As I struggled to eat veges and starved myself, hubby on the other hand enjoy eating his bacon.

What a sweet life!

Cabbage Soup Diet

My friend got her version of cabbage soup diet for her hubby and it really helps him loosen up great amount of calories. He did lost 11.5 pounds for a week time. :)

I hopefully start this diet soon and crossing my finger I hope to lost more that he lost for a week. I hope to lost 15 pound for a week.

Well, the reason why I am into this because my other girl friend is getting married  in April and she asked me if I could do an emceeing for her which  I said yes for I just cannot decline.

I hope and pray that before her weeding I'll lost fifty. :D

Remove your tattoo

I am not a fan of tattoos and would not recommend this to friends either but I will never criticize a friend who has it too. I just have my own view about it.  I do have friends ho has it but they can't persuade me in getting one, because I know that once its tattooed in your skin... it will remain there forever unless you will get it removed and suffer the same pain when it was put in there.

There are art shops that puts tattoo and there are tattoo removal shops too.  I just can't comprehend the whole undergoing pain a person would suffer in putting and removing it.  I just hope this won't happen to my children or I would be an unloved mom!

PregVit

As hubby and I prays for a baby to come to our family, friends suggested and some even gave me  vitamins  in preparation for pregnancy  and some of it you can actually  find it at prenatalvitamins.net, specially if you don't have time to get to the drug store.

I've been taking the vitamins for more than a month now and nothing still happens, but hubby and I don't lose hope still..  because we know that God knows better and we trust in Him and still holding on to His promises. He said in Jeremiah 29:11"for I know the plans I have for you said the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a good future."

I him we put our hope, in him we put our trust, in him we offer our desires.... because in him we have given up our lives!

Eye Problem

I complain about my eyes when we were in Cambodia because I can't see clearly I mean there was blurriness specially looking at like ten meter away object and can't even recognize people.  I suspect that this happen because of too much computer exposure.
Last night hubby was a bit mad at me because I was in front of our computer for a long time again, and he warned me about my eyesight. But despite of the  warning I still continue with what I do. When things with eyes get bad again... I might consult spotting scope to see if my eyes is not doing good.  I just hope though that it won't be that bad and my eyes just needed some rest.

Parties are over

It's been ten crazy days that passed (it's crazy in a good way.) Christmas parties are finally over and busyness is not that crazy either and guest had finally went back home. My days are back to normal again and my nose doesn't bleed anymore because of trying to speak in English all the time.
This first paragraph may sound that I am happy... but I'm not. I am sad that my friends have gone or went home. We love our work like only God knows... but this is one sad work too, because you'll come to love the people you work with then after two weeks they'll be gone again.
Coming back home after dropping them off at the airport was no funny things... hot tears run down my cheek because I miss my friends and don't know when we'll see each other again.
My friends are no young people.. in fact they are retired adults who even in some sickness give God their time, money and effort just to make these Filipino children get present this Christmas time. Seeing them leave made me wonder if I'll able to see them again. (and that made me emotional).
Last night was our last party with them, and this time it was not for the kids anymore but for all of us. There's a lot of food again and because of too much eating I am now thinking of slimming pills that work or effective and would make loose in just a week.
Happy Sunday everyone!

My friend runs 5k each week

Yes, my friend runs 5k each week for a month now I think. While me on the other hand is busy eating and have spent 5k for a month (joke...5k is too much). Part of me would like to join with her running quest, bu t my problem is I afraid to run for I might b pregnant (who knows) and because of excessive exercise I will lost it. This is one reason why when my period comes its drives me to tears because I might have done the running if I have known I'm not!
Well... I'm kind used to it though and have accepted that this is what we called life... its survival of the fittest! I might as well wait and see if in the future I could use a best hgh supplements as a diet supplement.
Though this is hard, I still believe that someday things will happen as long as you believe it will happen!

good day everyone!

Will I lose Fat When not eating breakfast?

Just woke up and on facebook already. I saw on my friends wall post that they just had breakfast and reading it made me hungry. But I don't think if hubby and I would eat breakfast, I think we will wait until lunch since its already past breakfast :(.
Do you think that skipping breakfast will help me lose weight? It seems reasonable if it does but some people say it doesn't really help at all and I am just making myself starve and crave more food. Ooh goodness, is working out and proper diet is the fastest way on how to lose weight fast? Then losing fat is really a tough decision specially to those  who don't have any patience in working out and proper eating. arrrgh!

Blackheads problem

Whenever I stare at hubby's face I can't help myself but look at those horrible looking blackheads. So when I saw one I really make sure that I take it out in whatever ways. I usually prick it even when there are people around. I know that some people would go to the derma house to get it done by some pros. But to me I do it myself no matter how painful it is.
There are other ways on how to get rid of blackheads that is actually safe too, because if you don it wrong and it got infected you are in more trouble.
I am actually worried that I might get more blackheads in the future specially when hubby and I moved to Cavite and hubby need to take the motor bike to take us to the office. I am hoping and praying that the Lord will give us a car soon. (a car is impossible for us to have these days but if it God's will who can hinder anyway?!).